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REVIEW: Subject To Thoughts - From Emptiness To Beyond Self-financed, 2005
3.5/10
Subject To Thoughts - From Emptiness To Beyond - cover art One-man projects are by their very nature, one could say, forms of self-indulgence. That's not necessarily a bad thing, of course, as any Dan Swanö fan will attest. The self-indulgence becomes magnified when a solo recording is of epic length and based on a very personal concept. Such is the case with the Texan one-man project Subject to Thoughts' From Emptiness to Beyond, which recounts the artist's internal journey from "pain, sorrow, and other negative aspects" of his life to a "search for sense," and ultimately "seeing the light." Described as "Dark Progressive Rock with a New Age mood," this is the third demo by Subject to Thoughts, but the first in a CD format. The recording quality is decent, though a little flat, and the instrumentation varied: keyboards, electric and acoustic guitars, bass, and drum machine. Although the stated influences for his music--Dream Theater, My Dying Bride, Anekdoten, and Katatonia--can be heard to varying degrees on From Emptiness to Beyond, Subject to Thoughts (not surprisingly) doesn't approach the heaviness of those bands, and the album's darkness is more depressive than ominous.

Much of the progressiveness is in the form of sudden changes in speed or instrumentation: string sounds in the overture-like opening of "Trails of the Untold" followed by simple piano; the atmospheric sounds of gushing water and a tolling bell to start "Drowning In," switching to guitars and percussion; guitar near the end of "Feelings of Sorrow" changing to piano edged by an electronic buzz, one of the more startling shifts due to a preceding brief silence. Somewhat masking the degree of variation on From Emptiness to Beyond is the fact that many of the changes involve going from one repetitious part to another, giving more of an impression of monotony than the album perhaps has. This is especially noticeable in "The Essence of Perception," whose last 3 - 4 minutes are a series of similar-sounding segments, each lasting approximately 30 seconds, with an especially repetitious concluding section that goes on for about one minute.

Some of the patterns do remind me of the small amount of Anekdoten I've heard, but too often Subject to Thoughts crosses that delicate boundary between hypnotic and boring or annoying, especially when the music is too fast and "busy," as in the middle part of "Feelings of Sorrow and/or when the piano and certain of the drum sounds are featured prominently. The piano does, indeed, dominate the album, and I find the string sounds, like those heard in the aforementioned beginning of "Trails of the Untold" and in "Transition," and some of the guitar parts more enjoyable, all adding to the album's dark tones and mounfulness. In general, the keyboards work better for me as accents in the guitar-oriented passages, but this is, of course, a matter of personal taste. The drum machine, with all the attendant drawbacks, is less likely to find favor with most listeners. Although some of the sounds, like the double bass, are not bad, the synthetic cymbals and a clip-clop tone--both used incessantly at certain points on this album, often simultaneously--are rather irritating, extremely so in that final minute of "The Essence of Perception" and at the end of "Words of Meaning," where the cymbals are especially loud.

Representing a greater detraction are the vocals, which are, I'm sorry to say, feeble in both senses of the word: lacking in vigor--intentionally, perhaps, so as to convey pain and despair--and inadequate. The voice is like that of a more wavery, underwater or mortally wounded version of Cat Stevens. While it is understandable that Subject to Thoughts would want to express the album's theme lyrically, he might have been better off restricting himself to spoken parts (which crop up here and there), importing another singer, or else letting the music do the talking. It is, in fact, difficult to understand quite a lot of the lines due to the mewling quality of the voice, which kind of defeats the purpose, besides challenging the tolerance even of those who favor light, gentle vocals.

Between the singing and some of the drum machine sounds, the pleasure factor becomes strained over the quite lengthy duration of this album, while the music's limited imaginativeness and inventiveness aren't enough to sustain interest for that period. I applaud anyone ambitious enough to create a totally solo recording, and have heard many impressive, low-budget efforts, especially of the ambient variety. But the key to doing it successfully is, of course, to go with your strengths, and I hope Subject to Thoughts will explore the creative possibilities with his.

written by Maud

Tracklist
1. Trails Of The Untold
2. The Sense Of Discontent
3. Feelings Of Sorrow
4. The Secret Within The Secrets
5. Drowning In
6. Reasoning
7. Transition
8. Web Of Illusions
9. The Essence Of Perception
10. Silence Cries
11. Words Of Meaning
12. With Time, Life Changes
13. Give And You Shall Receive

Playing time: 75.05

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